Where It Is.

somehowsome1will:

I’m counting the seconds
They’ve come to a crawl
Their numbers are many
Yet their size is so small

I’m waiting i’m waiting
For this time to stall
It’s racing and racing
From the height of my fall

The wall I have plummeted
Has only stood tall
Though my will has proceeded
A bottom will call.

My heart is pulsating
I’m afraid of what may come of this
Thoughts of abandonment brim my mind
Everything that has been consoled
Is now in question of becoming revoked
Torn from my body and than drowned in blood
Where to go from here has gone with her
Directionless my head spins only waiting
Through a haze of darkness I search
The depths of my sorrow that I tour
May find my soul and keep it too
Until that day i’ll continue to fight
I’ll search for that light
That once brought me home.

Time is growing daily

And I find myself slowly fading

Where to I can’t say lately

But I believe I have been so mistakingly

Leaving this world with much haste and speed

To some place between air and where space secedes

In the middle until I find where I should be

I’ll come back around when time has eased

Or maybe I won’t I guess we can wait and see

Until than I promise not a lot of things

Time and space might begin the process of dissolving me

I may loose my place

I may not be around at all it seems.

Written by me.

I was there when you had needed a friend.

Now you probably talk about all the bad things, that I am.

Tell me where were you when I needed someone to just, understand.

Though you depended on me,

And that I had rose to that occasion.

You could still leave me without even, just a hand. 

Written By Me.